its baseball finals.... the korean series has started... my team - Samsung Lions are in the K-series~! but they lost the first game today....
today while i was watching tv, someone was talking about being a leader amongst the group as to being the follower in the group.... which in turn (in korea especially) comes down to... are u the oldest in the group, or the youngest in the group..
i guess in any case, if ur in the middle of the social hierarchy, its a lot more comfortable... some who boss u around, but some that u can boss around.... i guess when i have family gatherings in korea, thats where i am... im "Cho 4"... out of 6... so i have 3 sisters bossing me around from above, yet 2 younger brothers to boss around below me....
but thats just twice a year... and day in, day out... my job is to be the oldest/leader/teacher in the class.... its great in a sense that the kids are like little robots in this country that pretty much do everything u say.... if they dont, they are scolded, and next time, they are put back into line...
yet... amongst the teachers that i work with... im the youngest... and that in itself has its ups and downs.... and on the weekends, im in 2 baseball teams.... and somehow i've found myself in the position where im the youngest in both teams.... not only that... there a couple of guys around 2~4 yrs older than me... but other than that... its like a 8~10+ year age gap....
being the youngest in korea has its own role.... ur like the little joker/jester.... which funnily enough seems to suit me more than being the oldest in a group.... also being the oldest/leader does have its tendency of making me super lazy... i realised that im more active and alot less lazier when i am the youngest in a group....
well, in other news....
my dads in korea at the moment.... been here.... 10 days now?? leaving on tuesday.... but i had to frantically clean up my house when he gave me an 11th hour notice that he was coming to korea... again.... its funny how healthy and organised my life gets when i have parental units around....
maybe im not so good at living alone.... or im TOO good at it.... its definitely not a healthy option for me.... is it time to find a roommate? or move in to my uncle's place? girlfriend??!! psht~ nah... thats just silly~ haha.... we'll see....