need to find myself again....

since march... i feel like my brain has been up in the clouds... and while it feels like i've been gritting the teeth counting down the days to sydney, thinking that break would freshen everything up....

now with just a few days to go, i think im in serious need of a final spurt of concentration....

it seems everything right now is a big blur and a mess.... in particular... work...

yes, i am the first to say, if work isnt working out, and it isnt enjoyable, the majority of the blame falls on the individual's frame of mind.... and so.... my frame of mind is "up in the clouds"... hence work seems to be going pear shaped as well....

i guess i keep my sanity these days by watching sports during the 'am'... and listening to calming music in the 'pm'.....

sheez... i really need to start pulling the finger out and focus....

meanwhile, ryu picked up his 5th win this season.... in the wee-hours @ 2am....

no... i didnt stay up to watch it (all)... just parts of it.....

things to do...

just a few days out before im back in sydney for a 10 day trip....

between now and sydney, i do have a one-day visit to Tokyo for a meeting.... but sorry if im just a bit not focused..... there seems to be only a few things other than work ticking in my head....

the NBA playoffs havent even managed to get into my radar these days... besides that fact, there has been so many upsets, i wouldnt bet on it.. which means i wouldnt watch it.....

i did realise tho that im leaving sydney on the tuesday... one day before the first state of origin match in sydney.... dammit~~

at least i'll be able to squeeze in a NRL match... even if it won't have the state of origin players... it shouldnt really impact either the doggies or dragons.....

maybe just the morris twins....

counting down the days....

it's just a 10-day vacation..... but i cant wait till i go back to Sydney~~ haven't been back home for over 3 years now....

it's going to be a packed 10-day schedule... catching up with people, eating some good food.... and getting out to the doggies match~!!!

its still almost 3 weeks away... but i know nothing good is going to happen between now and then... and at the very least, im just going to accumulate more stress which has managed to find me quite well these days....

meat pies and tooheys new..... i'll see u soon!!!