where is this going....?

well... i've done it.... i've started a blog....

i have the korean cyworld... i have facebook.... and if u really want to go back in time, i made a homepage in high school too.... now... i have a blog.... if u go by my past performances.... this blog wont last so long..... OR WILL IT???

so... why did i start this blog....??? i dont know.... i guess writing email updates once a month wasnt enough to tell u all the wonderful stories and experiences of working in china.... but honestly, i write once a month because not much happens in Yantai....

i say Yantai because.... its not china that is boring..... i feel Yantai is the problem.... it wasnt so boring and dull in other parts of china.... so... will i move to another city??? probably not.... i like the pay here....

i feel like i've retired.... early retirement has always been a dream of mine.... but seriously... sleeping in everyday, watching sports and movies until the sunrises, drowning urself in beer on any given night, going to get massages 3~4 times a week, getting all ur food and groceries delivered to ur door.... if this is what retirement is like, well.... i've retired....

sure i goto work for 4 or 5 hours a day.... but really.... sometimes i feel i DONT HAVE to work.... i just need to show up to work.....

one of the reasons i started this blog is.... i have too much time on my hands..... and another reason is.... so much shit is going thru my head these days.... its nice to keep a record of what i was thinking in the past... hahaha

maybe someone who is reading this blog can help me with whether i should stay in yantai... stay in china at all.... goto korea.... go back to sydney.... go travelling.... start my own business.... retire?

i dont know whats going to happen to this blog in the near future.... as much as i dont even know what im going to be doing in the near future.... dont get me wrong..... im not losing my job, nor am i going to be an unemployed bum..... but maybe i need change..... but do i want to give up this retired lifestyle to go back to work...??? hmmmmmm......... i dunno......