with only roughly 12 hours before i have to board a plane to goto korea, im getting super cold feet about going... i guess this has been bothering me for about a week now... but i guess its just gotten worse in the past few days... saying bye to friends has probably sparked it, coz it only seems like yesterday i came back to say hello....
its weird to leave home again after a few months back, and its really sad to leave my 2 lovely dogs again....
our church youth group camp is this weekend... i really want to go there too... i guess the people there have just started to gel together a bit, and its starting to become more of a group than it was a few months ago....as for korea.... i dont know how i will manage living there.... coz when im there, im worried that im neither really korean, nor really a foreigner.... hmmm.... i guess there are friends from sydney who are in korea at the moment... as well as rory from china.... but i remember i used to get sick of korea after 2 weeks of holiday..... so having to live there.... and work there.... its definitely going to be tricky....
the rugby season is starting... the cricket season is finishing.... all the sports that im going to miss out on... my own baseball season... we are just one game out from the finals.... so its pretty crappy that i cant play in the semis for the team.... ah~~~~~~~!!!!!
going to korea mid-march, or april would have been just right..... dammit.... i dunno what im doing right now..... first time in a long time i've really felt..... numb in the head.....
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