one of those "what the F am i doing? why the F am i here right now? why the F did i do that?" moment........
so in 2005 november, i chose to ditch my 2 medical science subjects, pack my Bachelor of Business, and jet off to china.... i didnt even have a grad ceremony.... so it's not even the med sci degree, nor the grad ceremony that i regret not having.... funnily enough, i dont even regret the way i've spent the past 7 years....
but i keep thinking these days... what if i never left sydney 7 years ago.... i'd most likely be working in an office, in a suit - just another suit-and-tie lemming (as drew and i put it during uni)
now im grinding it out in korea for chump change.... which makes me think... why the F do i have to put up with all the crud in this office?
so while i dont regret what i've done during the past 7 years, i do wonder how things would be if just stayed put in sydney....
to me it seems like, a straight, predictable, simple road VS a wild, windy road which would leave u with a variety of experiences.... so i chose the latter.... which hopefully in the end the two roads will meet.... but for now, i feel like im behind others coz i've taken the windy detour....
this can't be good for my mental health........ i need more positive thinking~~ or a double shot of vodka..... =)
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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