need to find myself again....

since march... i feel like my brain has been up in the clouds... and while it feels like i've been gritting the teeth counting down the days to sydney, thinking that break would freshen everything up....

now with just a few days to go, i think im in serious need of a final spurt of concentration....

it seems everything right now is a big blur and a mess.... in particular... work...

yes, i am the first to say, if work isnt working out, and it isnt enjoyable, the majority of the blame falls on the individual's frame of mind.... and so.... my frame of mind is "up in the clouds"... hence work seems to be going pear shaped as well....

i guess i keep my sanity these days by watching sports during the 'am'... and listening to calming music in the 'pm'.....

sheez... i really need to start pulling the finger out and focus....

meanwhile, ryu picked up his 5th win this season.... in the wee-hours @ 2am....

no... i didnt stay up to watch it (all)... just parts of it.....