its september~!!

september....

only 8 more days before i leave here... and head back home....

right now, i cant wait to go home.... but im also worried about going back to sydney.....

i've been in china for almost 3 years now... i left sydney in december 2005.... i went back in 2006 for 2 months... and since september 2006, i've been here for 2 years straight... so in the past 33 months i've spent 30 in china....

although i hate my job now, and i dont like the city of yantai, i love living in china.....

as a matter of fact, after a year back at home, once i finish off my 2 medical science subjects, i'll probably head back to china or korea...

of course, i've been thinking alot about what i would do in sydney.... how i'd feel being home....

im starting to realise why school teachers have such long holidays... teaching kids is kinda draining.... having to be active all the time.... having kids shout, scream, fight, tantrums.... its a draining job.... thats why the holidays are so long....

but my job doesnt have holidays..... only 3 weeks rest in a year.... so i feel burnt out.....

im scared that after a month of rest in sydney, i'll miss china.... and i'll miss teaching....

i hope the golf, baseball, beach, and exercise in sydney is good..... and maybe win a little at the casino.... haha